{"id":157785,"date":"2012-01-02T19:39:00","date_gmt":"2012-01-02T19:39:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bdd66734-1dfb-11e4-aedf-250bc8c9958e"},"modified":"2012-01-02T19:39:00","modified_gmt":"2012-01-02T19:39:00","slug":"bdd6674a-1dfb-11e4-aedf-250bc8c9958e","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/bdd6674a-1dfb-11e4-aedf-250bc8c9958e\/","title":{"rendered":"My 2012 bowl\u2014j\u2019aime la vie"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The shaven head with the smiling face<br \/>\nconfident in the gloomy side of shadow,<br \/>\nsandaled feet, sun saffron-robed body,<br \/>\nwalks out with a begging bowl, empty.<br \/>\nWhatever is gathered each day<br \/>\nmakes for nourishment, his way.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nMy head remains unshaven,<br \/>\nbut my soul wears saffron.<br \/>\nMy gait is not so steady,<br \/>\nbut my sandals are strong.<br \/>\nAnd I, too,\u00a0am out\u00a0begging,<br \/>\nto have my bowl filled full.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nWhat does my bowl gather?<br \/>\nDoes what comes along<br \/>\nadds to what I already know?<br \/>\nDoes the mendicant on his knee<br \/>\never does anything new?<br \/>\nMy bowl holds my knowing and doing,<br \/>\nwhich maintain and sustain my being.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nI gather memories, for sure.<br \/>\nThey come fully accompanied<br \/>\nby atmospheric bewildering,<br \/>\non loud and fine canvasses,<br \/>\nwild and angelic rendering,<br \/>\nof romantic misting rain,<br \/>\nof tears of joy and pain,<br \/>\nfrom smiling faces,<br \/>\nsmell of earthen places,<br \/>\nof sounds of laughter,<br \/>\nbrothers and sisters all.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nIn Zhongguo\u2019s earth, the taste of dust<br \/>\ndelivered in amazing and assuring hugs.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nWhen my day is done,<br \/>\nmy bowl is filled, my soul is full,<br \/>\na mortal flesh chimes on a goal.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nAnd what is in your bowl?<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nIn my mendicant wandering last year,<br \/>\nmy heart awe struck and shaken,<br \/>\nmy hopes and dreams forsaken,<br \/>\nmy body\u00a0gave way\u00a0to aging,<br \/>\nset\u00a0fleshly sashay to sagging;<br \/>\nwhile\u00a0folks endured their suffering,<br \/>\nvoices throve in melodious singing,<br \/>\nfamilies had fun, kin spirits ran.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nNew friends in old familiar places,<br \/>\nold friends emerged in new embraces,<br \/>\npainful political systems in decay,<br \/>\nsave us from uncles, we pray,<br \/>\ndiverse people choosing to OCCUPY,<br \/>\nnew models of sociality to try,<br \/>\nclassmates disremembered re-connected,<br \/>\nvictims\u2019 lamentations and stories heard<br \/>\nflagrant fragrances of atrocities aired.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nAh, I\u2019ve got experiences to describe,<br \/>\nexpressed feelings, decibels for the night,<br \/>\narticulated thoughts complex and simple,<br \/>\nin awe and wonder of common encounters,<br \/>\nat once, devastating and full of life,<br \/>\nI am pretty nourished, humbled and gratified.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nWe\u00a0heard of a manger 2000 years ago,<br \/>\ntruthfully\u00a0imagined,\u00a0inspired, or so,<br \/>\nnow we herald echoes of a distant flaring,<br \/>\nour\u00a0universe some 14 billion years old,\u00a0<br \/>\ntruth sanctifies factual imagining,\u00a0<br \/>\nreality embodied, plainly yet boldly told.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nLight, love, life comes through<br \/>\nin the discordant sound of the erku,<br \/>\naccompanies the gugong in trance,<br \/>\nlife\u2019s energy incarnates in dance.<br \/>\n\u00a0<br \/>\nAgain,<br \/>\nempty 2012 bowl is out to gain<br \/>\nin another chosen time of turning,<br \/>\nthe\u00a0substance of life ever churning,<br \/>\nand the causes of our lives, we partake,<br \/>\nchances transformed, to undertake,<br \/>\nadd the daily\u00a0choices we will make,<br \/>\na year-full begging bowl to contemplate,<br \/>\nlife\u2019s being, we willfully celebrate.<br \/>\nLet\u2019s.<\/p>\n<p>[I]Jaime R. Vergara (jrvergarajr2031@aol.com)\u00a0previously taught at San Vicente Elementary School in Saipan and is currently a guest lecturer at Shenyang Aerospace University in China.[\/I]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The shaven head with the smiling face<br \/>\nconfident in the gloomy side of shadow,<br \/>\nsandaled feet, sun saffron-robed body,<br \/>\nwalks out with a begging bowl, empty.<br \/>\nWhatever is gathered each day<br \/>\nmakes for nourishment, his way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-157785","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-local-news"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157785","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=157785"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/157785\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=157785"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=157785"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=157785"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}