{"id":324496,"date":"2020-06-09T06:02:21","date_gmt":"2020-06-08T20:02:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/?p=324496"},"modified":"2020-06-09T06:02:21","modified_gmt":"2020-06-08T20:02:21","slug":"my-two-sides","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/my-two-sides\/","title":{"rendered":"My two sides"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Pessimism [Pes\u2022si\u2022mism] &#8211; Noun<\/p>\n<p>A tendency to see the worst aspect of things or believe that the worst will happen, a lack of hope or confidence in the future.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThe dispute cast an air of deep pessimism over the future of the peace talks\u201d<\/p>\n<p>To those who deal with my pessimism, truly sorry for my negative thoughts. Constant contradicting realism, thinking that life is an apple that rots. <\/p>\n<p>Sorry for my mindset being so dark, even though I\u2019m outgoing and bright. All my insecurities leave a mark, I wish for optimism so I\u2019ll fight.<br \/>\n\u2028I know this journey of growth will be hard, this mindset I dealt with for many years. No longer a life that\u2019s a broken shard an adventure for a new atmosphere.<\/p>\n<p>I\u2019ll push to grow, change and face it head on. Then my pessimism will be long gone.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\nAbby Danielle Crisostomo is a 9th grader at Marianas High School. Crisostomo\u2019s teacher is Ms. Leila Staffler.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Pessimism [Pes\u2022si\u2022mism] &#8211; Noun A tendency to see the worst aspect of things or believe&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":11,"featured_media":324488,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-324496","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-youngstyle"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324496","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/11"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=324496"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/324496\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/324488"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=324496"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=324496"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.saipantribune.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=324496"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}